this is my final lap in my Diploma in IT course.
i ending with my attachment at Apple Inc. ( no longer Apple Computers Inc.)
i have been ....
emotionally very stretched ...
spiritually super stretched...
i was trained C# programmer in school and expected to programme a business website using PHP. Got use to the "Drag-n-Drop" technology in Microsoft visual studio result in lack of knowledge to create website from scratch ( to create textbox or button by HTML or XHTML CODE only, not DRAG AND DROP). This is my mentally stretched
lack of exercise and lack of sleep result in weak health. physically stretched
i wacked the Apple mouse and my books and soft toys . i broke down couple of times due to the stress in Attachment.
facing temptation ( which i don't wish to elaborate) and trying hard to run away.
(because its not RIGHT TIME)
many times i depend my own , not on the Lord .
couple of times my time with You is compromised
looking around among my peers, seem like i not the only one.
its a period where my faith is tested
where character is moulded
an iron ore going through fire furnace
to remove the impurities and become pure and strong iron
i not looking forward for the ending of the Attachment,
i'm yet maximise my purpose in marketplace.