Monday, May 29, 2006

a fictional post

am i scatterbrained?
i would not put my household on jeopardy.
i was happily settle down for toil
and a call from the domineering figure of the household
blasted me , accused me.
'm abt to blubber ,
but i didnt as there are 8 DOTAs.

this is not the first time i face the music.
i believe i didnt execute it.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

brand new skin

new blog address , frenz , pls take note:

definitely is not about my face or body skin, is my blog skin.
created by Julia a.k.a Zu-li-ya, thanks for this birthday gift. love ya! :]
ytd , i watch over the hedge with Irenaus & xing lian. its really a show that worth my money to watch.! next movie, X-MEN : the last stand
some part of my blog still looks abit funny , fine tuning in progress , jus bear with me
its been a long time since i last blog....

leader C, J.

" You wil never be a success until you produce a successor."

leader B, T.

" You never play drum good enough until your neighbour play as good as you."

are'nt they both telling me the same thing?
however , its convicting and impactful.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Despite my busy schedules, meeting deadline this friday , rushing endless amount of report, studying endless amount of notes, doing multiples of follow-up, nevertheless, shall pens down something here for the thoughts manifested.

remember the story of Hannah?
The Lord close her womb , her rival also provoked her serverely , to make her miserable , because the Lord has close her womb. Year by Year, in verse 7 of 1 Samuel chapter 1 says , she was being provoked, went up to the house of the Lord, she wept and did not eat(i believe she is fasting).

in verse 10 , she was bitterness of soul ,and prayed to the Lord and wept in anguish. then she made a vow in next verse and said,

"then she made a vow: Oh, God-of-the-Angel-Armies, If you'll take a good, hard look at my pain, If you'll quit neglecting me and go into action for me By giving me a son, I'll give him completely, unreservedly to you. I'll set him apart for a life of holy discipline. " 1 sam 1:11(the message)

she sound so direct huh in this version of bible... anyway, she didnt stop here, she continued to pray. in verse 12 to 14, Eli thought she was drunk, she is not and she said:

"And Hannah answered and said, "No, my lord, I am a woman of sorrowful spirit. I have drunk neither wine nor intoxicating drink, but have poured out my soul before the Lord. Do not consider your maidservant a wicked woman, for out of the abundance of my complaint and grief I have spoken until now." Then Eli answered and said, "Go in peace, and the God of Israel grant your petition which you have asked of Him." And she said, "Let your maidservant find favor in your sight." So the woman went her way and ate, and her face was no longer sad. "
1sam 1:15-18(NKLV)

and of course , she give birth to a son , Samuel.
for Hannah was barren , she never allow her barren-ness to determine her destiny. what exactly is barren?

from The American Heritage® Dictionary of the English Language:
barren = Not producing offspring. Incapable of producing offspring.(click )

hear her instense prayer she make, the trivialing of her soul. how much she hunger for an offspring, how much she want to be found fruitful in God's sight. she make a vow and promise God that if God were to bless her (open up her womb actually) , she will offer her firstfruit( samuel).

situation seem unfavourable for you and i, are you gonna give up , or stay faithful ? fought so hard and no fruits produce and seeds remains, discourage??
whatever that comes out the mouth of God will not return to it void.
a mighty man may fall , but God will lift him up 7 times.

every revival is inside the spirit man, it bores out of pain , out of a woman's pain who give birth.

"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. " Psalm 23:4

i am in the situation of Hannah.

Monday, May 15, 2006

back to blog

past one week was pretty busy for me, busy with school & cg ministry. for last monday & tuesday was quite an "eventful" day , i could have an auntie scrapping her stubborn dead skin under her feet in front of me in the bus.furthermore, that time i not even have my dinner. what a journey on the way home.but her doings brings me a revelation. a revelation of being repressive. how disastrous can repressive be? just like the dead skin under the feet, the more you dont bother to have regular and right cleansing agent , it wil accumulate more and have difficulty removing as result . when removing it , it is painful right? you just hope to leave it as it is. same for us , repress the things of the past disappointments and hurts , if it is not properly dealt with, it will leads to resentment( painful removing of dead skin) . use the right cleansing agent , Jesus christ. to lift up the repression to the Lord , you must :

PUSH : Pray Until Something Happen

pray until there's a breakthru in the spirit realm

haha... how interesting.

let me bring you forward to friday:

a slice of ghetto queen chronicle. haha. so you think you are smart?.
and it is my first time to do supporter fliming for them.

at friday night , a great man of God has come to town . he is none other than Pst phil . it was a word in season once again.

the words his said that i never forget:
"in times of trial is not gonna make you lose everything, it is an opportunity to gain everything."
"a prayer( effective fervent) of man , is the man God uses"

it really challenge me to go up to another level. thanks pastor.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

i realize nowadays i post alot of food entries and food images, i think i can be a host for makan-sutra. haha, what a joke.somehow or rather , food is quite a good analogy for revelation or thoughts, moreover food is topic of interest.

i have come to the end of second week of my semester, this is a long, dead , super sian semester. doing my final year project for this semester, my group members are pretty ok, still can work with them , though most of frens was shock to see who i work with. (lolx) another 15- 17 weeks to go. oh my gosh!

i just wanna have a child-like faith,
pure and innocent,
failure is not a consideration.
most importantly,
low in pride, 0% doubt.

Monday, May 01, 2006

my labour day rewards from my pals in church. ate at suki sushi buffet of hougang plaza outlet . on your left you can see is our soft , jellyish and fabulous , Mister chawamushi. oh my goodness , it melts in your mouth and left with the delicious essense of steam egg( in fact , it is steam egg)

on your right , you see colourful plates of sushi. we ate total of 20plus plates!!! i have a great appetite!

on your left once again , my all-time favourite salmon sushi!!! with lil' dipping of the light soya sause plus wasabi, it brings up the wonderful taste of this raw salmon.
the snapshot of conveyor belt

tat's me ! eating sushi~ my new short cum tail hair image .
the con- ver-yer belt.