Wake me up when september ends!

wake me up when september ends~
September is coming to an end, this year is gonna over soon. so fast!
so fast! Jesus is coming back , and i will be rapture! haha! what a confession.

let me tell you a story.
there was a young lady ,faithfully serving in a ministry one fine evening.
was trying to push away something to go to the toilet,
behold , a 30-50kg object falls.
the young lady manage to escape with a hairline fracture on her big toe and small fracture on her sole.
what a story.

nahx... you guys should know who is the young lady lah?
on friday nite, my parent bring me to CGH A&E. went for an X -Ray before seeing the doctor. waited for about 10 minutes, the X-Ray report is out. my mum was laughing about the report.

* red line indicate the fracture parts and then this is not my foot , just example. my report look something like this example*

Mum: is that your foot? probably they gave you the wrong one? ( giggling)

Me: i was wondering the X-ray report is on a human foot or animal foot....

anyway, i still wanna thank God that for winning the favour and trust of my parents to go to church and cell group.
my members are very caring , they get me a wheelchair to let me have a better journey to the hall and taxi stand.
My feet couldnt walk for long as it might hurt the other part of my foot.
anyway , the doctor say i might not heal totally that fast , but i want to take out the bandage within 2 weeks.
Jehovah Rophe, He heals

Singapore Idol 2nd season

Singapore idol is for the malays and malays and malays.
its not that i'm being racist.
Answer me:
is Hady as extrovert as Jonathan? NO
is Hady as confident as Jonathan ? NO
is Hady as calm as Jonathan?NO
cant it be too coincidence both seasons are malay winner?
or they just want to be safe to avoid terrorism?

anyway its over means it over. Hady might end up like Taufik. Taufik simply sounds low profile.

i realized i not been updating my blog for quite some time.
anyway , to update you guys, i now currently working at Bangkok Bank at Cecil road in Tanjong Pagar region. basically , i work as a clerical support , assisting 10 account manager , one deputy head and a head of my department. been working there since 4 of september.
how's my work? hmmm... alright lah, just that some times will be a bit stress because of my deputy head. further more, because its a banking environment, and i am a IT undergraduate student , i find it hard to understand their terms and some accounts stuff. Anyway, i do felt i am not up to the job , probably because of my low self-confidence.but i wont dwell in where i am , because i not up to the job , i will do my very best in doing the things i know. Even simple task like checking the figures , formula to be in right one , no typo error, i will do my best that i know how. thus i wont bring trouble to my senior. concurrently , i seek God for His help to gain confidence in work and especially ... my primary ministry.

some random stuff to brighten ur day:
have you ever heard of this phrase: " Like father like son" ?
let me show you some pictures to back up this phrase:

LOLX!!! look at their leg pose and their both arms!!cover with similar pattern of blankets. i wonder is the father really asleep?? so funny!! next:

look at the fat , white white de baby boy or girl? i dun noe!!! and this example runs in my family(common feature: the height... hai~) and last but not least:

ahem! parents, next time if you want to drink beer in front of your kids, you better think twice!

i got my results yesterday... my final and the last exams i had before graduation.
ask me how much did i get? how's my grade?
i pass all~ thats all.
but after all, i still wanna give Him all the praise and glory, never knew i can pass this semester.its really by the grace of God i can pull it thru. Thank You heavenly Father.

there always be some Sarcastic, Sceptical , inSensitive people out there to be cynical over ur studies. the most disgusting people are those who claim to be their own credits and ask others to do their project for them. they just simply the same as hypocrite.mind you , these type of people, their integrity level is a Grade F-!!
the S letter word, originated from a serpent..ssssss~
if you dont know how to encourage or comfort others, i suggest you just SHUT UP!
with frens like this , who needs enemy?

*taking deep breath*
at this very point, God will use His hammer name the Word of God to knock my adorable head.
OuCh~ that's painful , Lord!
My child, why are you so un-gracious?
nah~ Lord, You know , You told me hypocrites are one of the abomination You hate most, so do i!! they just an eye sore!
My girl , there you go again , slow speak , fast to hear , slow to wrath!Remember!?!!
But I have chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and I have chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty .
this things I spoken to you, you may not be the top student, but bear in mind with the promises in 1 corinthians 1:27.
Be of good cheer, for you have overcome the world.
i felt i just like a baby girl, curdle in the arms of the Lord. awww~~
i better stop being a baby , stop complain and complain.
Spirit of complain griefs the Holy Spirit.

casual post.

due to the IMF thingy at suntec, my bus 70 journey appear to be a much longer journey. i tot it would be less than hour ride but today i have a 2 hours ride , this is so lame.

do you think it is a norm that the finalist will always be male? one malay and one chinese!!
last year top 3 was Olinda , Sylvester and taufik. and the second final of the competition , olinda can go home that night. on the other hand, this year singapore idol is another thing happen the same , chinese gal jasmine is out and left with 2 guys, and once again , one malay and one chinese!('''-.-)...duh.... and Boooooo.... it seen like Singapore is displaying sexual discrimination. if you notice , any reality show always have the guys as the champion , from project superstar to superband, from campus superstar to super host!!! *wails~gals, it times for us to rise up!

Jaslyn Birthday Bash

on sunday 10 september , it is my beloved darling Jaslyn birthday.
for the next few pictures you see , believe it or not , it is at Tian Tian Huo Guo at Tan Quee Lan street. myself, ah ling , reid , neo ,darryl proceed to the restaurant first. we were being escort by a waiter to the lift up to second floor. And he said there will be a waiter serving you. when we reach 2nd floor, we met the same guy actually... an identical twin waiter?? lolx.

the lamp look so .... cool? like some big glowing gigantic furball

the two tables that we "chop". thanks to cherish who book for us. i took the whole morning to find the contact number but to no avail~ look at the purple walls and the furball lights, nice ambience.

Nic, Collin and URI~. i ate the same table as them, see the quantity of the food!!

Nic: weehee!! * WIDE SMILE*

Collin: Huh?Duh? taking the picture of me? must pay money you know.(the guy in pink)

Uri: excuse me , collin! stop posing , i wanna take the food!

Nick crap about something that i never forget:Kaili , heidi(bro boon daughter) first word that she speak is not "da da" or "ma ma" , is "ja ja". this is due to collin-asation. LOLX

Tanya looks... so sweet here, photogenic huh???

Tanya: *Pose* kai li, quickly take ! my neck tilt like tat very tired.(Checkered top)

Mille: *ggigle* oops! (Pink)

Neo: slurp slurp... oh this is steamboat in Singapore . Yummy!(the african)

Jaslyn: wah... shio(hot in hokkien)~!

Reid: gulp gulp gulp gulp gulp gulp gulp gulp *drinking lemonade* (extreme right)

wonder who took this picture, what a snapshot. i look dumb!!

jaslyn 20th birthday and the cake.Reid was "suggesting " to walk walk awhile for the next round food, bring himself along with collin and millie but actually they bought the cake. before they get the cake , we were stuck what flavour should we get for her. i have "smart" idea and ask around what flavour of milk do they like? strawberry or chocolate? i did this just to find out what jaslyn prefer. haha

a family that strikes together , eat together, STAYS together. haha!!! i look so fat!

next stop , Swensen. Some of them went off for their own stuff, thus left me , julia , Uri , collin , Nic and Jas.

i'm the one who took this yet it look like someone else took the pictures for us~! i'm so pro.

Take one: aiya , my face kana cut but the girls looks pretty

take two: ah... better but i lool fatter and julia eyes looks smaller. strange

here it comes!!! the regular earthquake! the flavour are sticky chewy chocolates , coffee, mint , pstachio, mango... cant remember the names.

lets tuck in man!!!

great shot taken by a great photographer! (who else will it be??? lolx)

wa.... we finished it. its so nice!!!!

after finish the ice cream , what it left was the cherries which i dont really like , so we play game and whoever loses must eat the cherries!! look at Nic face! he machiam eating like some inedible stuff

i lose one round and i have to eat the cherries! i look like i gek sai. lolx

V3i Dolce & Gabbana

oh mine.... is SO NIcE!!! i dont mind getting it as a christmas gift~ "Daddy" , buy for me! :p

To the strikeforce

this is dedicate to Brother Tan Boon and the rest of Strikeforce...

Tonight was one of the best night i ever have with you guys , despite the aircon is really cold , we have bear till 10pm.

first i wanna say a big thanks to Brother boon , he has been an awesome leader , teacher and a spiritual father. precious lesson learnt from Brother Boon like faithfulness and initiatveness, humanity and passion. You are a great man that God really uses you to impact the marketplace. under your leadership , i not just become a better drummer , but a better member in the body of Christ. every speech that you speak us , i was can feel this tangible strong presense of God in the place. WOW....

Secondly , i wanna thank God for sister Jennifer. i would say you are the most approachable leader that i can talk to and even smile to you too! the times that you speak to us as strikeforce has always been a great spiritual impact in my life. really thanks for being a great sister to me.

thirdly , i wanna say a big thanks to someone that i not too sure is she is still in strikeforce, the person is none otherthan Jenny, My "first" contact head. she more than a leader , she is also my good friend. thanks for being there for me when i need someone. i really do miss you even i didnt say so. i really hope see you again in strikeforce one day.

next i wanna say thanks to my current contact head, Tanya Goh. Yeah despite the fact we hardly have a good fellowship together but i do enjoy the travel time back home together. i reallly hope to work with you more in future. :]

and next i want to say thanks to my 3 lovely darlings:

Number 1: Jasmine Liew, i would say she is my so call first best friend i make in strikeforce. i realised we can clique together real well! thanks for guidance over certain area in my life. i love your company too! and i love you too! muacks!

Number 2: Jaslyn Er, my first friend with the same surname as me. LOLX. thanks for being availible at times to fellowship and catch up with me. i really do enjoy the times that we exchange points on scriptures and issues and cell group. i do believe one day we can emerge as cell group leader together! like wat i said to jasmine, i love you too! muacks!

number 3: who could it be? it is JULIA! our friendship rise up to another level this year! again , thanks for being an awesome sister to me. i really miss the time that we work at same region like city hall and we can go have meals together! and really miss our late night calls and fruitful conversation about the bible and spiritual stuff. :]

and next i wanna appreciate my good buddies :

Denise: you are a great company to be with. and i realise that we common in some area, especially in our character (you know what i toking abt, lolx). thanks for being a great sister.

lingling: apart from we are cell group members, i still wanna say a big thanks to you the times you taught to be more confident in performance as i have a big of stage fright and also the complicated drum beats. thank you so much! :]

shireen: yea... thanks for being great friend! and i miss your accompany!

irenaus: thanks for being a great sister. i looking forward for another movie outing with you. :]

cherish and racheal and esther : best company i ever have! hope to get to know you all more better!

special group i wanna thanks: the northeast Gang:
who are they? it is PEGGIE , REID , RALLEN and CLAIRE!

Peggie: dont be sad that i place under this category instead of the darlings category. you know , another great sister i have . you also another friend that go thru thick and thin .thanks for being a great listening ear to me and i really glad and honour to be your listening ears at times. thanks for the times you ask me to go home together. a great companion to be. thanks :]

Reid: by the time he could really read this , i dont know when. LOLX. thanks for being the great friend since Jurong west times. really miss the time we travel back together from boon lay to northeast areas. also thanks for your volunteer to send me your pictures to edit. i may not Design as good as edwin or jaslyn or kenneth, but i really appreciate your support on my talents.thanks :]

Rallen : without you around , we will not enjoy the fellowship as a gang. i may not know you that well but i hope this northeast gang will fellowship together again!

claire: thanks for being a great friend too. i hope to see you again.

and next next, guys:

darryl:my beloved ex-zone member!! yeah , thanks for being a great friend to me in strikeforce. thanks for the times you longbang me places to places! haha.

edwin: haha, surprise to see your name here? anyway , thanks for being a great brother i n Strikeforce. i always want to press on to you because i wanna absorb your design talent! haha , no la. hope to catch up with you again!

Darshanh: hmmm.... its a privilege to know you! i enjoy the times we teaching newbies the alpha sequence , i may not know you much but i do appreciate you as a friend!

Nic(holas):its great to know you as friend thru denise, i hope to work with you more in future! thanks for being a great brother!

Collin!!: yeah , thanks for being a great brother to me, catch up with you soon in MSN!

a brother: thanks for being a great brother to me. i do learn alot of things from you thru-out this year. i dont know wat to say but our friendship have went thru many test and up-and-downs. thanks for being there for me!


until here , i type until my both hands and fingers very tired!

last but not the least, to all Strikeforce member... thanks and thanks!you all are the more funkiest and zealous bunch of people! One band One sound!

and most of all, i thank the Lord Jesus christ, that brings love and peace and power to this big family of strikeforce!without You oh Lord , we never come this far as a ministry. thank you Lord! i love you!

Isaiah 54

Isaiah 54:1-3(NKJV)
1 "Sing, O barren, You who have not borne! Break forth into singing, and cry aloud, You who have not labored with child! For more are the children of the desolate Than the children of the married woman," says the Lord. 2 "Enlarge the place of your tent, And let them stretch out the curtains of your dwellings; Do not spare; Lengthen your cords, And strengthen your stakes. 3 For you shall expand to the right and to the left, And your descendants will inherit the nations, And make the desolate cities inhabited."

i singing O barren again , to all my readers, i remember i wrote something similar last month or so. i was chatting with my darling Jaslyn Er Hui min(love ya! hope you read this!), my darling she has prosper alot in various ministry, a contact head in SF , a key helper in CG , school IC in SP. wow and backtrack one week ago , my Cg deardear Jenjen she was promoted to become Team IC in usher. i was so happy for all my girls, my greatest joy is to see my fellow sister-in-christ prosper! and i realize the breakthru they have , its my dreams to be and one thing for sure , i have to give up the dream as i was told to do so by the Lord.

i am not in my 100% potential, that's for sure. y? tell you later.Jaslyn testimony makes me think about Isaiah 54 :2-3, "Enlarge the place of your tent, And let them stretch out the curtains of your dwellings; Do not spare; Lengthen your cords, And strengthen your stakes. 3 For you shall expand to the right and to the left, And your descendants will inherit the nations, And make the desolate cities inhabited" i must get my capacity enlarged! and get out and stretch out of the comfort zone. Do not stop, keep on keeping! and God promises us that we can inherit the nations , as in we can take the nations by storm , turn the nations to God.

Isaiah 54:4-5
4 "Do not fear, for you will not be ashamed; Neither be disgraced, for you will not be put to shame; For you will forget the shame of your youth, And will not remember the reproach of your widowhood anymore. 5 For your Maker is your husband, The Lord of hosts is His name; And your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel; He is called the God of the whole earth.

there is not shame in the kingdom of God, this phrase was said by my elder sister few years ago (really many donkey years ago). the Lord will never blame you for being barren. if i never experience barren , will i really pray intensively , ernestly crying out for revival? will it be opportunity for God's miracle to work on me? revival is birth forth in the trivial of soul , of a intense prayer. period of barren came before the breakthrough

Isaiah 54:6-10
6 For the Lord has called you Like a woman forsaken and grieved in spirit, Like a youthful wife when you were refused," Says your God. 7 "For a mere moment I have forsaken you, But with great mercies I will gather you. 8 With a little wrath I hid My face from you for a moment; But with everlasting kindness I will have mercy on you," Says the Lord, your Redeemer. 9 "For this is like the waters of Noah to Me; For as I have sworn That the waters of Noah would no longer cover the earth, So have I sworn That I would not be angry with you, nor rebuke you. 10 For the mountains shall depart And the hills be removed, But My kindness shall not depart from you, Nor shall My covenant of peace be removed," Says the Lord, who has mercy on you.

at many point in life , especially going thru the valley , i really felt i have been forsaken by Him(that's the most foolish thought i ever think! * hammer myself*), its when i did really something that let God down(the reason y i have not reach my 100%). i just cant help at that time to feel that way. Currently , i still restoring back what was lost.But the whole truth and nothing but the truth, God said in verse 10 : "For the mountains shall depart And the hills be removed, But My kindness shall not depart from you, Nor shall My covenant of peace be removed," Says the Lord, who has mercy on you. " * blown away* even the mountain shall depart and hills be removed , His kindness shall not depart from me ,nor His covenant of peace be removed.

Isaiah 54:11-17
11 "O you afflicted one, Tossed with tempest, and not comforted, Behold, I will lay your stones with colorful gems, And lay your foundations with sapphires. 12 I will make your pinnacles of rubies, Your gates of crystal, And all your walls of precious stones. 13 All your children shall be taught by the Lord, And great shall be the peace of your children. 14 In righteousness you shall be established; You shall be far from oppression, for you shall not fear; And from terror, for it shall not come near you. 15 Indeed they shall surely assemble, but not because of Me. Whoever assembles against you shall fall for your sake. 16 "Behold, I have created the blacksmith Who blows the coals in the fire, Who brings forth an instrument for his work; And I have created the spoiler to destroy. 17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper, And every tongue which rises against you in judgment You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, And their righteousness is from Me," Says the Lord

at the end of the race , He will shower you with the true riches of heaven if you are faithful. terror and fear shall fall .in this 3 years was been a year of tough times, i do face a lot of temptation , oppression and Criticism with my leaders, but He says in verse 17 :"And every tongue which rises against you in judgment You shall condemn" . i broke down in tears as i blog this post. how could have ever doubt Him with even a single bit?

Lord , i may not understand why i have to give up the dreams and love ones.
I believe one day ,

You will create the miracle and resurrect the dreams that have died , according to Your time.

the longer the waiting , the tougher the tribulations , the greater the calling.

Isaiah 54 , the whole passage is talking about kai li.

one of the randoms

Ee Kai Li -- [noun]: A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

how cute... and i found out that a poltergeist is:a ghost or spirit supposed to manifest its presence by noises, knockings, etc. from www.dictionary.com . what the...... i take the test again and i get

Ee Kai Li -- [noun]: A master blogger 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

wahaha! i am a master blogger! not too bad, or it knows i am a blogger?

Ee Kai Li -- [noun]: A person who has the ability to be invisible 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

3rd try:

Ee Kai Li -- [noun]: A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

4th try

Ee Kai Li -- [adjective]: Tastes like fried chicken 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

this is getting no end. haha, but it is fun!!!